Sweet Things, Friendship

photoshop cs3/cs4
# Jaejoong - 15hours~
430+ layers

# Yunho - 3/4 Days
# 830+ layers

WOO! Gratz to myself. I finally finish the whole piece, just like how i wanted it to be.. Don't ask me why Yunho's vector has so much more layers then Jaejoong. LOL; im really surprised at that. Cos I thought I did more blending layers for jaejoong's vector than Yunho's. Oh well, Im loving the final product. Guess I will turn it into a nice wallpaper later.

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[[[ originally, its supposed to be yunho and jaejoong together... but with some problems. Im banned from internet after this (i think) .. so i wouldnt be able to upload yunho along.. (for its still incomplete)

I hope if i can get the chance again.. i'd upload the full complete piece]]]

my entry for contest

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so how dbsk inspired me? they are~ part of the source to my strength. they help me up when i am down... (most of the time)

they bring me tears and smiles and motivation... tears when you see the effort they put in so much to give it their best for everyone.
smiles when you see how much they appreciate their friends or anyone around.
that makes me be alot motivated to do something for someone or myself. besides all that, there's also my admiration towards their gifts.. and their angelic voices can help to calm my little heart.

oh my.. i dunno how phrase it correctly.
Yes, like almost everyone (i can only look at them at youtube) : I dont know them personally, yet somehow they still could be there to help me up when im down.

i love the fact that they cherished friendship alot. it's something that's considered rather important to me. for the teachings i recieved are to careless about friendship. Despite that, i still cared alot about friendship

perhaps that drives my parents nuts and jealous

remember there was once junsu injured his leg and couldnt perform together with his mates on the stage where he had to sit in a wheel chair... he still managed to stand up and sing along together with his mates for the last song. watching that- i just cried so much.. and praying that he will get well soon...

i think that's very brave of him.. that "power" that blows into me.. that I REALLY NEED IT NOW..
that fact that he stood up despite the pain.. it gave me a little strength to face what i had to... as if everything in the world wasnt as hard as i thought it'd be.

they teach me how to be strong despite that im still as weak as a bean sprout. Well, maybe that's what that makes me a little less perfect human.

thank you for the love that you are giving to your fans, thank you for the joy you guyz are bringing me.. and the most important of all thank you for bringing yourself into part of my life ^^

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i guess i probably have things unsaid... for im in an unstable emotional status....